Rape is a tragedy that can suddenly occur in everyday life. People who are not involved in the rape may ask, "Why didn't you call for help?" but I was afraid that if I did, they would do something even worse to me, so I didn't scream. So the only way to resist is to not feel anything, to not get into the other person's hands. But even though I was able to hold back my voice, my juices kept leaking out of my vagina... The rapist saw this and smirked... I didn't want that... It wasn't supposed to be like that...