My husband is busy with work, so he leaves the care of my father-in-law to me. Feeling that I have reached my limit in this unfamiliar caregiving life, I requested a visiting caregiver. ...That was the beginning of it all. I was violated by the caregiver while my father-in-law was sleeping. From then on, I continued to be violated every time they visited, and the pleasure overcame my feelings of disgust. I used loneliness as an excuse and didn't want to admit my stupidity. But...