If I just endure it... will my beloved mother be happy if she is held by my stepfather? My mother remarried her middle school teacher... I didn't like him because he had a creepy look in his eyes. After three years, it turned out that what my stepfather really wanted was not my mother's love or a home, but my body. "You don't want to make me sad, do you? You understand?" As soon as we were alone, he attacked me by force, impregnated me, and creampied me... He raped me as I cried next to my mother as she slept... I can never tell my mother.