She said she made a mistake with a man at a group date she was forced to attend just to make up the numbers. However, it was a very exciting time for her, as she had only ever given her body to men she had dated. She had always thought that sex ended when the man was satisfied, including with her husband, but it seems that the sex allowed her to experience the joy of a woman, and she began to feel Kokoro about pleasure. So, in her greedy search for pleasure, she began to hunt for men on adultery sites.