"You didn't want a child... You didn't want to be a mother... You just wanted your husband to treat you like a woman." With those words, Section Chief Maekawa sneaked up on me, hiding from my drunk husband. His words may have hit the nail on the head. I was supposed to have resisted, but every time Section Chief Maekawa violated me, I was swept away by a storm of emotions, drowning, and being swept up to unknown heights... I was made to realize that I would never be able to go back to the person I knew nothing before.