I love my husband...very much...from the bottom of Kokoro...I think he loves me too...but he can't do it. Even though I'm a married woman, I'm still a woman...I still want to experience the joys of being a woman...I know it's wrong...I really didn't mean to do that at first...But it's been a long time since a man touched my body...I don't know how to explain it...I've been holding back all this time...but I can't hold it back anymore...I'm sorry...