Masao-san is a kind and reliable person and I am always grateful to him. I really, really love him. It feels like I've betrayed him. I'm not normal, am I? But this is the real me. I'm about to start filming. I'm so nervous, my heart is pounding. I wonder if Masao-san will be shocked when he sees me like this. I won't be so bold as to ask you to support me. But I want you to know. I'm sorry. I'm off now.