A dutiful daughter and her dependents. "Can't you take me on a trip? Poor thing." The man laughed and slid his hand into my underwear. For the next two days, I will be his toy. "You haven't paid your child support yet." When my stepfather yelled at my mother and hit her, my mother would call my ex-father, crying and screaming for money. It was a monthly ritual in our household. But when she finally lost contact with my father and the bank balance hit zero, my stepfather's anger was directed at me instead. "You have to make the money instead." He began to force me to sell myself for the sake of the family, and if I refused he would beat me and rape me as discipline. When my stepfather was bored or irritated, he raped me over and over again, and when my mother saw him once, he unashamedly claimed that "Saki was the one who invited me," and my weak mother accepted it. Then, when my mother and stepfather had a baby, my mother stopped looking at me altogether. We ate at separate tables, we stopped talking, and I became something that brought money to the family. "Let's get that girl to sell herself again to increase our war chest, it's our special family trip after all." The joyful voice of my mother comes from the living room. Why can't I become part of the family? Was it all my fault? I close my eyes tightly and try not to think about anything, but tomorrow will come soon. When the girl who has killed Kokoro for her family and simply endures it succumbs to the man's torture, gasps and sobs overflow. The story of a pitiful girl.