"I want to do it with my ass. Is that okay?" With that, the uncle thrust himself roughly into me. I groaned involuntarily at the heat and pain I had never felt before, and the uncle laughed with delight. Why was he doing this to me? My image reflected in the window quickly blurred and disappeared. My father passed away when I was in elementary school, and ever since then my mother has been raising me on her own. Even when she worked late into the night and couldn't buy anything I wanted, even when she was actually very tired, my beloved mother was always kind to me. So when my mother introduced me to her boyfriend with a shy look on her face, I was a little lonely, but I was also happy. Because she looked so happy. But one day, when my mother was out, that man raped me. He told me to "make money with my body." I wanted them to break up. The man mom loved was a bad guy. "I'm sorry, but mom can't do this alone anymore, so you have to listen to what I say." My mother took the money from the man and left the room without saying a word. She chose to be with him rather than with me. "Let's have fun today." The man put his hand under her skirt. When she twisted her body to dodge, he grabbed her tightly and pulled her back. The girl had nowhere to go back to or escape to. This is the story of a brave and pitiful girl whose Kokoro and body were defiled by the selfishness of adults.