On the third anniversary of my husband's death, to ease my loneliness, I sought the warmth of my relative Makoto, promising that it would be just once. I never imagined that this would be the beginning of everything... One day, my son saw me having an affair with Makoto. And from that day on, my relationship with my son changed into something different from that of a normal parent and child. Yes, I knew it was wrong, but I ended up having physical relations with my sons, who wanted a woman's body. I don't think we can go back to the way our family was before...