I have no sex life with my wife. I made the mistake of having sex with a subordinate I happened to meet when I was transferred to a new position, after drinking... She was a woman who showered me with love unconditionally. She gave me handjobs while playing with my nipples, loving blowjobs, swallowed all my sperm, gave me footjobs with beautiful legs and pantyhose, was very sensitive to cunnilingus, I was always free to cum inside her, and breakfast was ready for me when I woke up... I was intoxicated by the pleasure of being gently violated, which was different from the pleasure of being a slut, something I couldn't experience with my wife...