Am I the worst wife? I love my husband so much that I feel like I can't be satisfied unless we have sex every day. My husband is away on business trips more and more often, so the only way to release my sexual desire is to have sex with other men. Our relationship is just to satisfy each other's sexual desires without any hard feelings, so there is no love there. Love and sex are different things... Am I not fit to be a married woman if I straddle his dick in a love hotel 30 minutes after seeing my husband off?