My husband was my senior in high school and the first man I dated. I don't have any particular complaints about him. But I'm honestly worried about whether it's okay for me as a woman to be the only man I've ever known. I've only ever had sex with my husband in the missionary position. I want to discover myself getting lewd and wild, and I want someone to see me doing that. I don't think my husband can even imagine me wagging my tail in pleasure.