Lately, my nighttime activities with my husband haven't been going well. Even when I try to seduce him, I can see that he's reluctant. No matter how many times I give him a blowjob, he never gets hard, and it always ends halfway through, so I just give him a handjob to make him cum. My relationship with my husband isn't bad, and I'm not dissatisfied with our daily life, but when I think about the fact that I'll have to abstain from sex for the rest of my life, I feel lonely and wonder if my life as a woman is over. With the intention of getting all the sex I've ever had in a lifetime in one day, I posted on a certain message board...