My husband was often away on business, and I was living like a single parent. One day, while I was looking at my son's sleeping face, whose face had recently started to resemble my husband's, I felt something more than just love for him, and I started to feel lewd. And before I knew it, I was kissing my son. I had no idea that my son was awake... Looking back, I realized that the loneliness of my husband's absence and my frustration had combined to make it impossible for me to control myself.