My husband found fulfillment in the job he had once thought of quitting, and was concentrating on his new duties. Normally, he would notice even a change in the scent of my shampoo, but he was completely unaware of the changes happening to me. I felt sad about this, but at the same time, I prayed that he would not notice. If only I could endure it... I endured a long, long, humiliating day with only this thought in my heart. However, seven days later, ironically, I began to seek pleasure against my will...