<BSS...I can never get what I want> I thought I had become a lover with my childhood friend who took my virginity, but she was having sex with another man! She even let me cum inside her, but I wonder if she let that other man cum inside her too... It's frustrating to see her cumming over and over again with another man's dick, but my erection won't go down! In reality, I want her to only look at me, and I want to make her cum! She will never be mine. I loved her first...