"I won't do anything bad to you. This is our secret..." said Director Tabuchi as he pounced on me, and in exchange for keeping my husband's infidelity a secret, I offered my body to him... Day after day, I continued to pile up "mistakes" and "flesh" as I shouldered the sins of my beloved husband. I didn't know how long I had to endure before happiness would return, and Kokoro and body were breaking down in these hopeless days... And on the seventh day, I realized that I could no longer return to my happy married life, no...I didn't want to go back.