Two years ago, my dad disappeared. Our family quickly became poor, and my mom, unable to lower her standard of living, asked me to sell my body, saying, "Just for now." I thought it was terrible. But I accepted. Because he was the only family I had. My first partner was my mom's ex-boyfriend. I remember losing my virginity while being crushed by her fat belly, and crying in pain. When I gave him the money I got, my mom cried and said, "I'm sorry," and used the money to buy pretty clothes. After repeating this several times, my mom found a new job, and I was able to return to my normal life. I don't have to feel that way anymore. I can be a normal girl. That's why I fell in love. Today is the summer festival I've been looking forward to. I made a promise to meet up with my classmates and go see the fireworks. I want to wear a cute yukata and walk next to the boy I like. That's what I thought... "I want you to stay the night with this person today, you know what I mean, right?" Mom happily receives the money from the man and puts it in her bag. "I have a promise to go to the festival with my friends today." When I answered that, my mom laughed and said, "You can just refuse," and left the room. I was confused and wondering why, but the man quietly approached me and put his arm around my shoulders, saying, "If you have sex, let's go to the festival together." I can't escape the curse of my mother. This is the story of a brave and pitiful girl who was used by trashy adults.