I divorced my husband a few years ago. I leave my child with my parents during the weekdays and live with him only on weekends. It's hard, but I don't get child support from my ex-husband, so I have to work hard to earn money. I thought that all I needed was my "child" and "job." But I was wrong. He held me for the first time in a long time and I remembered the joy of being desired as a woman. I don't care if it's just a convenient relationship, but I want him to desire me as a woman. But I can't say that.