Hospital life is stressful and difficult. You can't sleep because of pain, you can't sleep because you're anxious about surgery, you can't sleep because you're not used to the smell and atmosphere of the hospital... In the shared room, it becomes a hassle to take care of your sexual needs, and stress and sexual desires just keep building up. I want them to concentrate on their treatment and get better, so I decided to go to their rooms every night with a flashlight in hand when I get called by the nurse call and take care of the sexual needs of the patients. It's impossible to make all the hospitalized patients feel refreshed in one night. That's why I take care of their sexual needs about once every two or three days. Sometimes I get aroused when I see their penises curling up hard... I give them handjobs, blowjobs, and titjobs... I know that sex is not allowed, but sometimes I can't help it and I end up secretly having sex... I'm a woman, after all. If I'm caught having sex with someone, other patients will approach me and I'll get into trouble. Four of them surrounded me asking me to give them a handjob at the same time... I felt sorry for them because they were all sick, and I wanted to grant their wishes as much as possible... It was all for the patients' sake. Not to satisfy my sexual desires.