I'm really in love with my boyfriend. I don't want to tell him what I really want to do in sex and have him hate me...because I love him so much. I want him to shove his penis deep into my throat, and choke me while we have sex. I want him to treat me like a toy. Of course, I feel guilty about being cuckolded by my boyfriend. But there's something about "doing things I shouldn't do" that draws me in. Maybe I want to get drunk on the idea of doing something naughty. Sorry, I know I'm a pervert...