I had no complaints with my husband except for sex... My younger subordinate desperately wanted me to fill that void in Kokoro. It had been a long time since I had felt so desired as a woman. I was drunk, so we ended up having a physical relationship. Sex with him felt dozens of times better than with my husband. After he ejaculated inside me, I always had sex with my husband. To ease my guilt... and because he and my husband had the same blood type.