I never intended to keep it a secret, and yet I've never had sex until I'm this old (51 years old). But finally, I've gathered up the courage to lose my virginity! When I welcomed the girl I was dating to my apartment, the grey space instantly transformed into full color. We took a shower together, got into the same futon, and warmed each other up, and my heart was pounding. I sucked on her soft breasts and performed the cunnilingus I'd always dreamed of. I wasn't sure how hard to do it, but she seemed to be enjoying it as I licked her as hard as I could, which made me happy. Then she licked my penis, and when it was erect, she put on a condom and we had sex in cowgirl position... But when I tried to put it in, it was so stiff that it wouldn't go in, probably because I was nervous. Who would have thought that my penis would be a hindrance at a time like this... Will my first experience go well?!