I ended up having a physical relationship with my own son. It's not my son's fault. I was the one who tried to use him to ease the loneliness of being without my husband... I know very well that I'm a terrible mother, wife, and woman. I've tried to end the relationship with my son many times. But ever since then, my son has been touching me in a lewd way, tempting me, even when my husband is nearby. But the pleasure I felt outweighed the fear of being found out by my husband, and I just couldn't push my son away...